sometimes i wish i could share your enthusiasm.
im not sure abt wanting to go to PotO tml...
its not dat i dont enjoy dis kinda stuff but.
truth is, im looking forward alot more to going shuuy's house.
even if its just 2 pple sitting there staring at a 14 inch screen.
i hate exclusiveness and often that's wad i get from certain pple.
4/15 never failed in making me feel at home, or at least pple im close to dont.
and that's wad i love abt them.

its no use if its just a superficial inclusion.
if i know im just gonna be living glass arnd there then i wont bother.
you're not very good at spreading concerns, are you?
id rather people like ella come and BUG me to death and find out wads wrong to discuss about it and we smooth it out, then for others to just keep quiet.
maybe its de environment that ive been so used to.

anyhow. i cant stand my mom breathing down my back every few minutes.
it drives me crazy.
i was so pissed off when she screamed at me for reserving a table at YumCha for the day before her birthday.
(FYI, her burfdae is on 1st jan which is a PUBLIC HOL and is usually BOOKED/FILLED in every restaurant)
and she screamed at me for placing it on that day.
and i kept asking myself, why the FREAKING HELL do i bother to do this in the first place.
shit man, im so sick of that chain.
if only shuuy's house is boardable, or smthg. or SOMEBODY.

oh i love my dad. really. rushed my to de clinic today. well im fine now.
contacts broke in my eyes. shouldnt have slept with them. now he's paranoid. hurhur.

had lunch with my ex-supervisor today. Vine's restaurant has great grilled fish. :)